Wednesday, October 19, 2016

false religion

inside feels like the
drippings of hot candle wax
the kind that kisses the
cold of neglected altar tops

inside feels like angry fire
the burning fervor of
pentacostal light that
singes the flesh of unfaithful hearts

i say a prayer to
crucify the adolescent ache
lord, christen this sinner-saint
i pay penance for
sins not mine
while i was yet unborn

swollen body battered in
the sanctuary
this is the
impossible baptism
where water can't
cleanse the inside stains

i am hell


god,
mother,

why have you forsaken me?

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